Well I am not sure what to say today. I don't think I have every seen or knew so many people desperate for a way out. I feel like I am living in someone else's life. The energy around me , the world I once knew, the air I breath feels somehow different. It's not a good feeling. I am trying desperately to get things back the way they were but it's not happening. Maybe it never will be! I feel like the one thing constant in my life is God. I know I am putting too much faith in my husband. I am learning each day to lean on God more and more. Why do people want to go to such drastic measure to end the pain in their lives? Why do I ask that question? I know the answer because I have felt that way in the past. I know how I felt when I was a young teenager and wanted out. But I remember after taking such measure that I want to live also. Can we reach these people in time? Can we make a difference? We have the cure.....Why don't we share it.. What am I waiting for?
later,
K
